Got a call from Carly’s social worker, once again her mom is back and saying she wants Carly again. Saying she screwed up and wants help.
So needless to say the system wants to give her yet another chance. So they are no longer going to go for a permanent ward placement but they are going for another three month extension.
I am not sure what else to write as I am pretty much done. I have been spending the week in the hospital with Shawn’s mom and dealing CFS…… WE ARE STRESSED TO THE MAX!!!
I was asked today whether or not I am re thinking whether or not we should have taken Carly and the answer is HELL NO haahaa I am still so happy that I get to spend time with this incredible little girl, but I am getting really sick of the system. I mean, I already have been but I think I am about done dealing with them. I have to take a back seat and let God do the rest which I have been trying to do but Man……..This time I am DONE.
I am rambling because I am in shock but just another prayer request. Carly needs a safe home, and it is very apparent to me and to most people that Carly’s mom cannot provide that for her, she cannot even provide a safe place for herself.
How much more can we handle..............God surely knows we are at our end.....right????
That’s all I got…….
I have never understood God's distribute of babies. People like you are not blessed but he gives one to a young, confused, troubled teenager. I can't imagine what you are feeling, all you want to do is give Carly your best and she has that. Whether it is for three months or for the rest of her life (my hope)give her as much love as you can.
ReplyDeleteI am praying for all of you.
Auntie Jean